Life's full of Lemons. It gets pretty sour.

For the past couple weeks, I have been feeling sad, depressed, stressed and basically worthless. I felt like I wasn't good enough and that I wouldn't make it at the University of Texas. After about a week of my mom telling and drilling in my brain that I am good enough and smart enough, and that it is okay if I have changed my mind on what I want to do with my life. That it is okay if I don't want to go to Pharmacy School and I would not let anyone down because she knows that I will do something just as good with my life, if not better, even if I don't go to Pharmacy School. As you can see I am one of those people that have their lives planned out. There is little room for error or change. After moving to Austin and starting school and completing my first round of tests and doing poorly on them, I have realized school is hard as hell. I actually have to work for this. I felt like nothing was going right and nothing would ever go right. My mom is an Angel from above. She knows me like the back of her hand. She knows just what to say in order to get me thinking positive and out of the slumps. After going through all this, I have realized what I want to do with my life. I want to go into Nursing. I want to be an Oncology Nurse. I always wanted to do something related to cancer and cancer research or cancer prevention. Becoming an oncology nurse will give me that satisfaction. I hope I am officially out of that depressed mood, and I can't wait to move on with my happy life! Peace out! Court